I'm feeling weak. I want to contact him. I want to send him an email expressing how I feel about things that happend between us. I know if I do I had better be prepared for the worst. I've been praying and praying all day, with NO RELIEF. I even quesion weather or not God or Jesus even exist. I feel so let down when I pray. I know everyone reading this is going to say "in his time". I get that, but what about needing to feel some relief from the agoney that I feel now, and the prayers I've prayed to feel some relief? This is so hard.
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