I have been having a difficult time this week. I just do not understand how I can have feelings for someone who has treated me and done the things he has done to me. I had my head buried in the sand, and now it is all coming out. My biggest problem is the rejection factor. What did I do to him that he doesn't want me anymore? I have stuck by him and bailed him out many times over, now I am paying for all that. He just took yet another loan in his name, and never even thought to help me and the kids out. Why do I still want him to want me and be with me? I hate this feeling.
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