I sit here and think how much pain the kids and I are in and just watch him go along as if everything is okay. He wants to do family things and be around us, but wants nothing to do with me as a wife. Why can't I just set down the rules so that I can move on? I feel so guilty if I stand up to him and play difficult. He is as sweet as pie, tells me he loves me, but then leaves. He loves me, but not in love with me. That phrase again. I love him, but I know he is not good for me. He is a manipulator, liar, gambler and a cheat. What is it about him I still want?
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