If you remember my husband just blindsided me 4 months ago, and left me in a wreck. I know it was because he just couldn't tell me and left it, and left it, then one day he just had to let it out...I hated the way he left, but I've forgiven him for it now. He did it really hard too, maybe even worse than me. He was not in a good state. Well I'm doing quite well now, never thought I would. Although I would still take him back. He really is a very good man, and always treated me right. He's not perfect of course, but I accept him as he is. He and I have both done not so nice things in the past..But he is just still so nice to me. He gives me whatever money he has, coz we did it really hard financialy at first and are still recovering. He helps with anything around the house, even though I tell him, I'm enjoying learning all these new skills. He's picking up a whole lot of things for me for the garden to make it nice, things that wont fit in my car..Also on Wednesday there is the big cup...The horse races..Everyone dresses up, and has a great day. I've never been and really wanted to go this year, I was originally looking for ways to get extra cash to go. Anyway I can't afford it, so I'm not going..I told him today I'm not going, so he dosn't have to pick up my son from school...He said, yes you are. It's a great day out and I'll make sure you have everything paid, and have enough to enjoy yourself. He wouldn't take no for an answer, but I feel too guilty taking money for something like that. If I need extra money I use it for things we really need, and bills and stuff. So I can't go. But also why is he being so nice to me, I mean he always has, but if he still is, why did he leave, because he seems to care so much...It sorta makes me sadder, I don't know why.........
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