i'm sick today. i hate waking up and feeling the headache and when i look in the mirror i want to die. all the weight i lost is back. they told me that the meds i take would cause me to gain the weight back but it really hurts to look in the mirror. i hate myself when i see me. its like i see me this way so i feel like everybody sees me this way. including you. maybe you can understand what i'm feeling
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