OK what the hell am I thinking and what the hell is he thinking. My husband and i have been seperated since 10/22/07. We have been engaged in the worlds most ugliest divorce. Yet lately we have started talking and somehow we ended up sleeping together last night. He has a girlfriend that he moved into our home on december first less then a month and a half after we seperated. God i can't even began to say what is going through my mind. I have so many conflicting emotions right now I feel I'm going insane. Please don't be too brutal because I'm already beating myself up over this yet I tell myself I have nothing to feel guilty for then again He has put me through hell and if he cheats on his girlfriend this easy how many times did he cheat on me. Please help as you can see I'm having a total meltdown and i can't talk to any of my friends here because they would kill me.
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