I thought I was having a inner strength day. But I realized I feel so much hatred and anger. I googled STBX's name on the web just out of curiosity and guess what... while he filed a divorce and ruined years of mine life afterwards (not including dating and martial years), while I quit my job cause I was so depressed, while I sat for days crying, while I dealt with so much hurt and anger.... what does he do??? He gets a promotion, publishes research work, comes to a conference 1 hour away from where I live when He refused to visit my state because it was "too expensive" and leads a perfectly normal life and is thinking of re-marrying!!! How does that supposed to make me feel? I lost everything. It seems like he feels no remorse whatsoever over anything he did to me and life is so normal for him!!! selfish bastard. Do these people actually get married?? I hate him for what he did to my life. selfish bastard.
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