The subject heading says it all. I can not believe that he had her write up his proposal. The thought of dealing with this is so overwhelming. I would like to go to sleep and wake up to this all being over with. I do not want to deal with his new gf ever again. I had a really disturbing dream. He was killed in a snowmobile accident and I got to kick her ___ out of the house along with her two kids. I am a very nice likable person. I am not a doormat, I can stand up for myself, however when it comes to this woman alls I see is red.
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