I called my STBX about the taxes this morning and I basically made a fool of myself telling him I missed him and still love him and I forgive him for his infidelity, and he told me he was done with the marriage, and he would come over to get me to sign the papers to file the income tax. He stated that he has not talked to me in five months because he does not want to give me hope. He just wants to be friends. I don't know what to do when I see him because I do want to see him but I am so afraid of getting hurt and to hear what he has to say. Help me. I am not sure what to do. He said to me on the phone, "Well, you have the house, you should be happy." I don't know what he wants me to do, live on the street. I was married for 33 years. I don't have anywhere else to go.
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