It is difficult staying strong. We still live in the same house pending her finding a place she can afford (Because of my higher income we agreed I will maintain the house until we can sell it). She has told me I am not her husband, not her friend and she considers me only a room-mate (at best). I love all the kids and it is difficult to stay strong. Her natural kids have approached me about rides, parent-teacher interviews, need new shoes, watch TV shows with them and general parenting. She ignores me when I talk and keeps telling me to mind my own business and to stay out of their lives. I keep trying to quietly input, keep my sanity and stay strong for the sake of the kids. She hides in the room, chain-smokes her cigarettes and throws back the beers. Just one of those days.
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