I am new to this place and was just hoping for some feedback. I have recently started the process of filing for divorce. We separated right before Thanksgiving and the holidays were horribly unbearable but I lived through it. All of this is so overwhelming and so very painful. It physically hurts me every day and there is no relief at night as I cannot seem to fall asleep because my head is going crazy thinking about every thing. If I never had to see my husband again I think that it would be easier. But we have a very young child and I will be forced to have contact with him for many years to come and that prospect is overwhelming to me. I hate him for what he has done and for how he destroyed us and our marriage. I am trying to be civil and strong for my child\'s sake but I don\'t know how I will do this. Anyone have any advice? Thanks.
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