When the heck am I going to reach mine? I still sit with him every night, knowing we are getting divorced, trying to "help each other" through this, crying together. Everyone says no contact but I'm not strong enough. Will it ever get to the point that I will be strong enough? I don't see it happening anytime soon. I'm beginning to think that I must be so different than everyone else here. I don't talk to family and friends about this. I'm humiliated and don't want them to know so I lean on the a**hole who did this to me. Is that even freakin' normal?
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