Believe it when people say no contact is better!!!! Today I had some outpatient surgery done to see if cells are cancerous. The SOB who after 20 years left to be single again- I love you but not in love with you- nothing you did or didn't do- whatever all that crap means----- was at my house when I got home! At first, I was so glad to see him and had nice thoughts that he was caring and worried about me and then the jerk reminded me that he was not in love with me anymore and was enjoying being alone and was not sad. Of course, retarded me- begged for him to stay and to come home and eventually he left without even saying goodbye! It would have been much better to come home to an empty house and wait for my kids to get home. I have been a basket case ever since- and I thought I was doing a little bit better.......ADVICE- NO CONTACT, less pain!
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