Last year, I can say that now...ha, when I told my husband to leave, he said that God had changed his heart. He said he wouldn't lie to me anymore or be verbally abusive. He told me how much he loved me and wanted us to start dating each other. He sarted reading the Bible and listening to Christian music. On the outside, it appeared that he HAD changed. Because he had been SO dishonest with me in the past, I found this to be a tough pill to swallow. I was very suspicious of his motives and was he doing this for the right reasons? Well, slowly but surely, his old self has emerged to where it's hard to see any difference in him at all now. At first I asked myself if I had done this....by not believing him did I cause him to revert back? But now I'm thinking that is was all towards one selfish goal of his and that was "winning" be back...to convince me that he was the husband I had always wanted. Now he's just grumpy and mean and barely civil to me. I try to be nice to him but it just doesn't seem to do any good. Sometimes I just wanna SCREAM!!!
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