Something happened. I was reading in a book called Spiritual Divorce. The chapter I read last night really hit me. It was on recognizing that the traits you dislike in your mate may be the same traits that you have in your life, but maybe you havent delt with the emotions behind them and that is why you get so angry and frustrated at the other person. I have been an only child, and deep down I think that my parents divorce made me feel unlovable. I kept things within and needed to learn about socializing, networking and other life lessons thru people, especially stbx. For the first time I realized that I am not a seperate entity from the universe. It really shook me, i am thinking differently, and have a peace that hasn't been there before. I hope it lasts forever.
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