My stbx is pressureing me to spend the day with me and the kids. My entire support system is out of the country on vacation. I have no where to go. We have been spending way too much time together. He thinks that if he can show me that he can be nice that i will change my mind about the divorce. When i tell him that i still want the divorce he will get nasty. He is also making me feel bad because he moved to my hometown for me and he has no one here. Although when I think it through....the fact that he doesn't have any friends or family here didn't keep him from cheating or from finding new women since we seperated. Damn, he is such a manipulitve SOB!!!!!! I have to learn to be happy with myself agian.
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