Why does my husband not want anyone in the family to know what's going on with us at this point? Why does he one day talk nicely to me and the next be all cold and uncaring? Why will he not say whether or not he wants a divorce? Why does he keep giving me reasons to believe that this is only temporary? Is he that screwed up in the head that he's really not sure what he wants in life? I would love more than anything for him to make up his mind either way so we can deal with the outcome. He has got me trapped right now with my emotions. I am stuck here with the responsibilities of our crappy house which needs fixing up before we can try and sell it and the selling market is not very good right now anyways so that sucks too. I have no money until he decides to come and give me some. The phone rings off the hook with bill collectors. I am literally going insane and there's not a damn thing I can do to change anything at this point. So while he's off having fun deciding what he wants in life, I have no choices at this time. Its not fair. I live in Wisconsin which is a no fault divorce state so I can't even stick it to him that way. I don't even know where he is staying so in my eyes at this point he has abandoned me and our home and our bills. I hope he gets hit by a bus!
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