I have gone through every freakin emotion since my ex boyfriend told me he didn't want the relationship anymore. I am completely in the angry stage currently which is good because I will be less likely to want to hold on. My daughter and I are still currently living with him because we couldn't afford to go anywhere else. He can't afford to keep his apartment so a couple of weeks ago I offered to give him $400 a month so we can keep a roof over our heads. Rent would be due by Oct. 1st and today he leaves me a note asking if I would be able to give him the money in the next couple of days. Of course I am going to give it to ASAP right?? WRONG!! He has planned a nice trip to go out of state again to go see his new obsession, which I have not been told about yet. I will not be a fool any longer starting today. I will not look at him with love or lust or wish we could be together anymore. My therapist told me I have to somehow get out of this situation before it kills me and it will if I let it. Let the healing process start right here, right now. ok applause, hug, encourage me anything :)
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