My husband left me just over 3 months ago. I was a wreck when I came here first..I can't believe how hard it is. I did not know such pain existed..Well I stil want him back and love him very much, miss him etc.....But I've been doing fun stuff, I've been redocorating the house, gardening, building things..Me and my son have been having so much fun together. I'm struggling very hard financialy, but so is my husband. Although he tries to hide it from me, but when , my son comes home from his house, he'll tell me things like dad had no food in the cupboards or something. He has left us everything, and helps financialy as much as he can. I think he gives us more than he has himself...I seem to be moving on, even though really I don't want to, I just want him back, but he just looks so unhappy. His spark has gone, he dosn't do anything fun really, just works then goes home or to a mates as far as I know, but even everyone in his family which I am close to tell me how he is not doing very well...I saw him today, and he said he was tired, but there was something really wrong, I know..He's the one that left me, why is he the one that seems to be unhappier than me, not that I'm very happy, but I'm trying..
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