I guess I should journal this but I need to vent and be validated. I am in a "residing in same house until judge makes a decision" situation, so we are both in the house during divorce process. Every freaking morning at 4:30 a.m. stbx wakes up and is so noisy it scares me so then I am awake. I am up until 11:00 p.m. every evening. HE does not have a job at this time. I DO. Full time. I am also working a part time job from home, and spending time with kid until homework is done, hence the 11:00 p.m. bedtime. This morning was the worst it's been. I have been awake since 4:30 a.m. Everything he could bang and slam and stomp, he did. I can't mention his uncourteous behavior because he will just tell me to get out if I don't like it and I don't want to give him any indication that he bothers me. So I suffer in silence. I cannot wait until that judge decides who gets what. Thank you for reading this and I hope everyone had a good night's sleep and will enjoy a great day!
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