to give it another shot. But i'm so confused! When he came over tuesday to exchange the couple of things we had managed to have of eachothers (in just a few weeks of being together) he asked if i wanted to talk. I asked him if he did, and he said kinda (nice eh?LOL). I started telling him where I was coming from and to my complete shock, I got really emotional. I choked up and eyes welled up with tears. He did admit that he over reacted.. we went and sat on my front steps and he asked if I wanted to give it a go again, just take it down a couple notches. I'm like ..uh i can only see you one or two times a week..how we supposed to bring it down a couple steps??!?? wtf? .. he bailed out early tuesday when I had the night completely off and no kids, didn't take me up on my invite to stop over after I was done at work, and today, and asked for a "rain check" on our plans to hang out in my back yard (fire pit, smores, good talkin etc)..so I'm pretty confused. I wanna be with someone that wants to spend time with me. I have a very extremely limited amount of time to spend with anyone......I care a lot about him, I just am not sure!! whatchya think?? Sounds like he's not very interested eh??
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