You know its funny how you have a car! You have money that you collect from unemployment! You have supportive family! You have ryan to hang out with everyday to play video games with that helps you pre occupies your time everyday to help you move on! You have room to go home to every night a bed to sleep in all your belonging are in with arms reach.You have everything and you say your hurting! COME ON!!!! I cant even collect unemployment cause I worked in Ohio and for less than 20 weeks! I dont have a car to even apply half the places I want too! My family hates that I am home and thinks I am a huge disappointment to their life! Cassie enjoys hanging out with her loser bf more than me and she works more than full time! I dont even have a room at my house anymore or a bed to actually get peaceful sleep in! Oh and all my stuff is in your house in your room in your state with you! So tell me how your hurting? I would love to know! Besides all the things I mentioned I have to do it alone! I get your sister bitching at me calling me a liar! I am hurting from my head thinking to much my heart pretty much got sloughtered by you! Oh and I got a baby scraped out of me! My life is so fucking PEACHY FUCKING KEEN! and you tell me your hurting! I would love to know how your hurting! Yea so you miss the idea of me! But you dont hurt like me! I have nothing left cause of you I gave it all up for you! I left everything for you! You told me to sell my car cause you wanted me there cause you werent going to do this to me! I gave you everything in the world and it didnt matter! I gave you love and you threw it out the door like garabage. I gave you trust and you backstabbed me so many times with other chicks! I respected you and you lied to me and betrayed me! I was faithful to you and you didnt care or trust me! I gave you all my money for bills and you can even say thank you! I let you move in with me even after I found out you lied to me! I believed you everytime you told me you loved me! I believed you everytime you said not to worry! But you are too selfish and stupid to see anything good in your life I would of done anything for you even put up with all your shit and then some but know you throw it aways cause your selfish and dont care that you hurt me! You say all the time your a good guy and you got fucked over....Well guess what your not the nice guy this time your the one who fucked over a nice chick over! You say you hate that your ex wife cheated to you what did you do you do to me? You say how you ex wife wouldnt talk to you or even try to fix things what did you do to me? You said your ex wife lied to you what did you do to me? Congratulations you have become the one person you hate! So tell me how your hurting?
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