Tomorrow is really Saturday this time, been so depressed I thought it was Friday a few days ago, but it's really the day tomorrow. I have to go and face my ex to get my car back, and my stuff out of our place. I break down if I even hear from her, and I don't know how to handle this. My parents are coming with me, so I will have some support, but I'm so damn scared, I still want her back so bad, even though I know it won't happen. I just feel like I'm making so little progress, and this will set me back to the beginning. It's been two weeks already, and I'm still so depressed I can barely function. This is the last chance I can get my stuff before the place isn't ours anymore, so I have to do this, but I'm so damn scared, I don't want to feel like this anymore.
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