maybe i just need to get this out and i will feel better. i have lost everything. my kids (4 and 6), family, friends, name, credit, house, money. there is nothing for me where i currently live so i have decided to move 1500 miles away. i am not a criminal so at some point i will get my kids back, but i feel like i need to move from here (hate where i am and have always wanted to move- he never would) and start my life over. this decision is tearing me apart because it will mean not seeing my kids for a while, and they will be so far away. i was a stay at home mom for 4 years and now i only see them four hours a month. i am depressed and lonely and i just cant take anymore of this.
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