I have so much uncertainty in my life right now. I don't know if I am gonna get through this, I don't know if i am going to meet someone and fall in love, I don't know if I can be friends with the stbx after all is signed, I don't know if I will still have my sanity after it's over. i just don't know anything anymore. It sucks to be in this situation and I wish I had something solid in my life. Every time I see his # come up on my phone, I get a knot in my stomach. I am afraid that he will ask the kids if he can talk to me. I don't want to talk to him anymore unless it involves the kids. See what I mean, I don't know anything!!!
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