omg I'm so lonely it's like a sick feeling in my stomach that just hurts all the time. it just won't stop. everywhere i look, not just my house, everwhere i go, i see reminders of my life with him and i don't see how i'll ever stop loving him or holding on to the hope that he'll get help and come back... even though i know i couldn't trust him. i miss him so much.
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