ive been with my fiance for almost 10yrs..we have a beautiful 3yr old daughter. He is my best friends, my everything. I have had alot of traumatic experience in my life and he is the only one i had through it all. We get all along perfect. Our love life..is perfect. So thats why i just dont understand why he feels the need to reply to personal ads and have innappropriate online conversations. He has never physicall done anything. I know this because he is really shy,doesnt like being with ppl he doesnt know..has not enough time. I caught him doin it in the past and expressed to him how horrible it makes me feel. He cried..i cried..and i honestly dont think he does it to hurt me...yet he is doing it again. I dont know how to bring this up to him..a part of me says until u know he has actually dont something ..just wait...the other part says u need to stick up for yourself and deserve respect. he is all i have. seriously. If it wasnt for his love and support i probably wouldnt be here. He is an amazing father, will do anything and everything for us..yet has this one problem that is screwing it all up. what do i do? the thought of him not in mylife is almost unbearable. i need to find answers, and strength..
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