Okay, so its over. Despite my previous post about my husband wanting to work things out slowly (he dropped another bomb...), I got the truth today. He said that while he meant what he said about working things out, his feelings have changed since then and its not what he wants. He doesn't want to come home, he stopped missing me weeks ago, he loves me but is no longer "in love" with me, he is much happier without me, and he considers himself to be single. But he can't say that he knows how he'll feel in the future and who knows what will happen. So I kissed him one last time and told him goodbye. He replied "Nah...who knows what tomorrow will bring." But I'm done. I can't take this anymore. I just need to set him free. I feel like I'm starting all over again at ground zero because he gave me hope, then jerked it away. And it is so much worse this time because, last time, I kept thinking things would work out. And now I know that I'm through. I just hurt so bad. If anyone is the praying type, I would greatly appreciate a few prayers for me to be strong for me and my son.
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