I was wrong, there is another woman. I am not sure the extent of his affair but that was the real reason that he wants a divorce. It makes things so much clearer for me now. About 3 weeks ago he just become so distant from me. He stared being so helpful at home and doing things for me that he had never done before (his guilt). Then bam he wants a divorce. The poor girl does not even know that he has kids and is married. How can you deny your kids??? He makes me sick!!!!! Any feelings that I have left for him are gone. I never want to talk to him or see him again. I never in my life thought I would hate him but I sure do now. What a piece of shit. I told him to leave for today because I did not want to look at his face. I want this over now, but I don't have any money for a divorce right now. He does not want to leave the house and I don't know what to do. I feel so lost and angry.
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