I sent him another text last night, asking him again why he was being so spiteful. After the first email about how great his life was and his pending weekend plans, I responded with wow, that was quite a blow. The usual poor me statements about how could he change now and why wasn't I good enough, oh and it gets completely worse - I mentioned that next weekend was the anniversary of when we met. Yeah, I know, completely pathetic and I thought I had moved on??? Who am I kidding? So his response - don't pull that sentimental crap on me, I don't even remember what month we got married. So what do I do, text him again that night and ask him why he is being so hateful, again his response I have moved on, so should you don't text me again. OMG, I have turned into major, obsessed stalker over someone who treated me like garbage for years. What is wrong with me????
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