I hate these steps backward. Most times I feel like I'm doing good moving on, then I have days like today. Woke up depressed and it just wouldn't go away. Started thinking about her and came damn close to calling her. Sat down to eat dinner and just broke down crying. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just move on? She was so cruel at the end and so cold the whole time, why do I sometimes still think I love her? Damn it this is so frustrating.
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