Just talked to my hubby on the phone. I had to call adn ask him some questions about some things and after I got the answer on those, he asked how my counceling was doing and I tol dhim ok. And hes like, well I dont want to get your hopes up and I dont want you to be doing this for me. I told him I wasnt doing it for him. He told me he's going to be going to Minnesota for 2 and a half weeks again to babysit our niece, and then he said when he gets back from there he wants to talk about our future, and he said he wants to keep it in my mind that there's a chanc it could possibly be over. Im hurting sooooooo bad right now I cant stand it.
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