Well, I saw an attorney this week. It's been a very bad week for me: finding out that my husband really has been seeing someone else and not just since he left, but since before Christmas (at least that is where i can trace it to so far); seeing an attorney and having him stongly suggest I file for divorce to protect myself from debt that my husband is running up on Credit Cards and to get him to help out financially with me and our child; going another week of having to see our 10 year old son not talk to his dad (8 weeks now); forking over money as a retainer fee to my attorney; and now, on my 40th bday (today) I look on our County website and sure enough - there it is: I have officialy filed a petition for divorce. I really did almost have to get up and puke. However, instead, I just went and ate a 4th piece of B-day cake (ok, ok, they're small bite size pieces, but OH, HOW delicious they are!) Anyway, if ever I've needed some lovin' and support, it's now. I just feel awful!
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