i cant believe he showed up at my house in his girlfriends car at my house. i miss him so much and he totally was a dog to me for all that know my story. like i wonder what he is doing today, if he was with me he would be drunk by now, but i wonder if with his new woman he plays the good guy and waits for her to get off of work then spend time with her and her kids. it just makes me sick. he hasnt called to see how his daughter is or gave me any money to help and he knows i am in financial need. but he's with the new woman probably spending his money there and treating her like a queen. i really need support today guys, i feel like i am sooooo alone and no one to talk to about this. i think my family is tired of hearing about it. i cant help it i miss certain things about him, especially the intimacy. i was used to having it with him and now hes giving it to someone else. but when he did show up in her car the other day he wanted to with me and asked me if he could still see me on the side and be with her. tell me what you all think. susan
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