I just read a post about someone whose divorce just got finalized...congrats to you! :-) At the same time, I got an email from my lawyer saying my STBX will be signing the divorce papers on Monday. Originally he tried to call my bluff and have a trial, but I called his and he is now signing. Upon signing I would get everything as I want in the papers which is critical for future protection of my child. Here is the thing...why do I feel so sad? I should be thrilled...he had an affair when our first and only child was only 6 weeks old with the town whore, after I caught him "in the act" he stayed with her for 6 more months and barely saw his child. Then, he came crawling back after breaking up with her -- of course I said no way! But...with all that said...why I am so sad...I thought all the emotional parts of this long road was over and when the divorce papers were signed I would be happy to be free of his BS. I am heart broken instead...WHY?
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??