I have realized that I am no longer in love with my husband. He hasn't been in love with me for 2 years. He says that he still wants to "date" and see if there is anything still there. Even after tonight when I told him that I wasn't in love with him anymore. We still love each other very much, but should we even try or should we just file for the divorce? I'm so confused and I can't talk to my mom about this or any of my family and friends because they'd all tell me to just file for the divorce. My mom told me last night that if I went back to him it was my choice but she'd kick my ass all the way there...I don't want to loose my family, but I love him still and I'd like to continue to see him. Read my journal entry for today and you'll understand a little more...really hard to explain how I feel though. I'm so confused. Please any advice or help or whatever would be greatly appreciated.
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