This has been a weird weekend trying to wrap my mind around my life and what that means now and a rollercoaster of emotions mixed with a little too much drinking - don't worry I switched to tea awhile ago. My stbx has called a lot, and yesterday morning I just didn't answer, then last evening I did but hung up on him when he asked was I with my new boyfriend when I didn't answer earlier. Then he called a couple more times and I didn't answer. I find it offensive that he would even joke that I have a new boyfriend. I am hurt and so angry that he would throw us away with his actions. He always says I throw him away, but he chooses to do things that leave me no choice and so I think he chose to throw us away when he decided to steal from me and take my car and go to the casino instead of getting into bed with his wife he is trying to work things out with? So tonight he called and I answer but I have nothing to say and he doesn't really either. He is starting a new job tomorrow but he has told me that already and I am happy for him but he asked me to go to his new job for lunch and I said no that's not a good idea and he says he doesn't understand but ok bye and we hang up. And then I am so sad beccause WHY? Why don't you understand how much pain I am in and how angry I am and I still love you so much and it hurts me to see your phone number and we aren't us anymore. So finally my question is should I write him and email explaining how I feel since I obviously haven't been able to express myself on the phone or just stop answering with no explanation?
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