My husband and I have been married for only 3 years and now I've messed it up. He works out of town alot and I'm left alone. When we got married I couldn't imagine ever doing anything to hurt him and yet I have. I've betrayed our vows and slept with another man. My husband caught us and was devastated. He says he wants to work things out and stay together but I'm not sure it could work. We are still living in the same house although in seperate rooms on opposite ends of our home. We have a five year old daughter who lives with us and I have two older girls that live close by. I know this is hurting everybody and nobody wants us to get divorced. I still have feelings for him just not the same as the day we said our vows. I can honestly say that he's treated me better than any other man ever has. So what's wrong with me that I could,would and have walked away from him. I know that being lonely and depressed aren't good enough reasons to throw this marriage away. I'm still seeing the other man and my husband knows it. He keeps telling me that he still loves me and he hopes I'll come to my senses and come back to him. What am I supposed to do and how do I stop the pain I'm causing everyone. I need advice not criticism.
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