I was in an abusive relationship for 11 years and after my kids were taken away I severed it. 2 years later I got in a relationship with someone else. I have been in this relationship for 8 months.This guy is very different from my ex, but in some ways the same. He doesn\'t abuse me, he is very comforting most of the time. The problem is that I don\'t feel like he really loves me. Sometimes he\'ll talk to me and say...maybe we should break up cause I don\'t want a relationship right now, or sometimes when I tell him what bothers me he\'ll turn it around on me like I don\'t care about what\'s going on with him. Even though we only see eachother like once a week he\'ll say things like...I don\'t always enjoy spending time with you cause I know I got other things to do. Then other times he\'ll say...when i\'m with you I realize how much I love you. Last night on the phone I said we picked eachother and his response was...I didn\'t pick you, you just happened. Then I said well you love me right and he said...I can\'t get rid of you. You know i\'m starting to think that maybe I should just say forget it and give up cause I hate hurting and I think i\'d rather be alone than go through the pain.
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