I want to call him. I want to unload all this anger and hurt. I want to give it to it\'s rightful owner.Yet, I know that if he were a considerate person, he wouldn\'t have cheated on me,kicked me and our son out, took our cars, cancelled cell phones and credit accounts, and moved HER in. Prior to this, he asked me what he needed to improve in his personality so he wouldn\'t make the same mistakes again. What nerve! He was already in a relationship but I didn\'t know how deep. He calls the kids to tell them he wants this item back or thanks for not paying this bill because they took it out of his account.They\'re angry at him. My daughter calls him the \'sperm donor\'. We just don\'t understand what happened? I can\'t bring myself to ask him this question, and yet I want to know---How could you do this to us? Why couldn\'t you just get out of the relationship, find someone, and then move her in? But I know, he would only blame me as the reason why he cheated, if he would even acknowledge that he did. I don\'t want to argue with him anymore.
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