I am so tired of putting my heart out there to be trampled on again...why do they tell you how much they love you, and then just leave and say they really never was "in love with you". I have asked girls out that I have talked to daily, thought we were friends, just said lets go get some coffee, then boom it like I asked for the moon...and then they avoid me like the plague, I am tired of asking and getting shot down... I not bad looking, I am a nice guy, I can be funny, I very handy, I can cook, I love kids, I am a hard worker and earn a decent wage....? maybe I should become a shit head, they seem to get ahead faster, but that is something I could never do, even when I was a kid, I hated the locker room talk and how much disrespect these guys showed their girlfriends ... I don't know, I am just talking stupid, or I am just tired, and I just want someone to hold again... ***** Sigh ******
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