Ok, It has been a while for me. but she is killing me. On Friday she had to take me to get my wisdom teeth taken out. She did not want to but she did. Because she said that she had promised. It was stresseed for both of us. But when it was over she took me home and just said get some rest. That is all. And now I have not heard a word from her for 3 days. The bitch does not care. HOw can someone lie to someone for so many years. I am trying to understand, but just can't right now. Everone here has been telling to take it one day at a time. And It helps. But for someone to just turn off their love. Is wrong. I am sorry if i sound weak. But my heart is killing me. I really don't want to go on without her. I know that I am a fool. But I gave everthig to her. I have tried to go line and meet other people. And it helps. But it is just not enough. Someone please advise.
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