I left my soulmate 2 days ago...He was my abuser for such a long time and I thought he was better. He was not hitting me anymore, but instead using mental and emotional abuse to control me. I thought I was crazy because he said I was the problem. I no longer got along with his daughter and didn't want to be around her anymore. After all this time with him, separations, counseling and abuse, I still love him and consider him to be my world. We fit like a puzzle together. It's not just that I am comfortable with him. He is my rock and what grounds me when I need to come back to reality. He has been my everything and I gave him all of me. The cheating started at the beginning of the relationship and I went back time and time again because I believed in us and had hope for a future. I wouldn't have gone back if I didn't feel such a strong emotional and spiritual connection to him. I don't know who I am without him. I feel I need him in my life to breathe. Please don't judge me. I start victims abuse counseling next month and will be able to speak to someone about my insecurities and desire to run back to him again, but for now, all I have is this. I don't have any friends or support. I am alone. I know I shouldn't go back to him and at this point, I am not going to, but I am still speaking to him and it's destroying me. I don't know how to be strong and not need him. I lived to make him happy and please him. I am empty and starved for his touch. Any suggestions or advice? Thank you
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