Could use a hug or two or a hundred. I'm feeling alone tonight and like this is never going to end. I've been working so hard to be strong and to work things out to where my husband and I can be good friends, but it turns out he's been seeing his girlfriend for the last 4 months without telling me. Now, he wants me to be okay with this so we can keep on being friends. I told him tonight that I need him to leave me alone for awhile. We'll be connected forever through our children, especially our disabled son, but it hurts so much to be around him. I'm so tired of hurting, so tired of trying to be the strong one and keep the world bright for the kids. Does it ever get better?
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