I hope I am allowed to put a topic with the word sex in it. I know that it is a common thing for two people who are separated to sleep together one more time, or sometimes several. And that happened for me a couple of weeks after my ex left me. But here I am six months later, my ex has asked the girl he left me for to marry him, and he came over tonight. I broke down and started crying cause of something he said. I have been kind of emotional this week. Those of you who know me will know a little what I am talking about. But after I broke down, we had a really nice talk. It was feeling really good. Then right before he was going to leave we started kissing. We did not actually sleep together, but may as well have if you know what I mean. He is gone now, and I am so confused. I know I am just lonely, but I miss him so much sometimes, and It felt so good to be in hos arms. What do I do now? Just pretend it never happened. I don't want him back, I have gotten over that, we are not right for each other. But in a lot of ways we still love each other. I am so confused. Has anyone else been through this. I just don't know how I am feeling. But it is not so good.
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