I was at my mothers house Friday night and she said she wondered about something my ex txt me after the last time I saw her. She said "Thank you, I love you and I will miss you" so my mom thought after some space I should call my ex and tell her that I still want her, to marry her and to elope. I was doing a lot better till she said that cause then it brought dought and hope again. I went home and went to bed, the next morning it started all over again for me so I txt the ex but she never responded. I feel so much worst now and have been rejected again. I don't know how to get through the day now. I hate myself and my life...just want it to stop.
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