Its only been 7 weeks since she left and I was doing pretty good up until a few days ago. Then for some reason I've been feeling worse lately. I'm so tired of feeling grief for a woman who lied and cheated on me. 23 years of marriage and 2 kids weren't worth it to her so why do I hurt? I think of the 23 year boy she slept with repeatedly (she's 49) and that doesn't work. I think of the STD test I had to take (no results yet) and that doesn't work. I remember the drunken stooper she was in when she told me about him while on vacation with my daughter and that doesn't work. She's an alcoholic with obvious mental problems and I should be glad to out but I still hurt. Its not fair!!
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