Why is it that just when you think that you are starting to get somewhere that one thing just sets you back? The last few days have been fairly ok, but when I was on my way to work today I saw my stbx walking down the hill. I went to work as norm but had a real shitty day just from seeing him like that. He was here at the house to look after our son and I saw him again when I got home, but I was fine by then. Just that one brief glimpse of him set me back big time. I am trying now to be less friendly towards him, which is working a bit. Why is it so hard to get rid of all these crap feelings when he was the one who abandoned us?
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