I have been having a lot of problems with my husband for the past year. before that we used to be happy with eachother but I am bipolar and dont take my medicine. we have had too many fights and he wanted me to leave. he said he just wanted space. he said i need to get myself better before we can be better but how can I do that and focus on myself when all i can think about him and what he is doing? How he's doing at work, if he's going out and not even caring that we're apart. I'm so sad and i just think about all the great things and I cry and all i want to do is talk to him and he wont call me, email or anything. I feel like i'm going crazy cause i cant just be ok. I think that he is going to file for divorce from me and I don tknow how i'm going to get through that. I dont know what is going to happen. I know that we can be happy if I just take my medicine and maybe if we do marriage counceling but i dont know if he wants that. What am I supposed to do?? focus on myself, leave him alone.. id ont know!!!! i just miss him and am so sad without him and I don tthink he cares. i think we've been through too much? is ther ea way to make this better?? please help anyone
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