I have been married for half my life. 22 years. I was unhappy for nearly all of them. My husband was a great provider but was a very angry person. Over the years I lost my excitement about pretty much everything in my life. I would plan a romantic dinner, a wonderful family vacation, a day at the lake, a fun birthday for him etc....and he would ruin it all with his anger. Over time, i learned to not get excited about things. When my youngest son graduated from high school, i moved out of our beautiful home to another town 20 miles away. I have a nice little house but nothing compared to the family home I left. I miss my sons and the life I had with them terribly. I dont want my husband back. The problem is I dont have the strength to file for divorce. The thought makes me feel like im jumping out of an airplane without a parachute. Im fine financially. I am successful at my job, im attractive, ive dated quite a bit, but behind closed doors its a struggle not to sleep all day every day. pleeeeeease help!
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